There is so much organizing and juggling of schedules that happen for me, but it's a time when there is more routine. And boy have I been wanting that. Craving it really. I have been feeling a little lost and adrift lately. It's funny but others have been telling me that they have felt this way too.
When this happens and other feel the same way, I wonder is there some energetic disturbance, is there something in the air. I know this sounds like hippy dippy baloney, but it is often comforting to know that you are not alone in this felling of something not being quite right.
I had big plans to get organized and get a lot done over the summer, but that never happend. Initially I was bored and didn't have the momentum or focus to stay on a boring task of going through paperwork or doing all the little projects that have been hanging over my head. SO I DIDN'T DO IT.
Then I felt guilty, like what's wrong with me? I'm usually more creative! I'm always get **it done. I didn't even feel like reading.
I just had to sit with that feeling and be ok with not feeling myself. Now that we have a new beginning. This new school year. I have a little more energy. BUT having time to be a bit bored and a bit lazy, maybe helped clear my mind a little. Gave me space to think and feel a little more.
SO now I am looking at my priorities yet again before I set my schedule, so it's conducive to my how my energy is normally and having a balance between work and self-care and family and all the other obligations that come with living.
I hope that you will take this time to review your priorities as well and set boundaries on your schedule and your time so that you are living in a way that works for your body and mind and spirit. (emotionally and energetically).